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1108603 No. 1108603 ID: 39a511

(discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/143911.html)

i. i only just noticed.

the bus was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.

the morning traffic of cars has passed.
realizing that,
everything suddenly feels colder.

why do i feel so afraid
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No. 1126326 ID: 941768

maybe they spoke in your voice.
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No. 1126327 ID: 39a511

maybe they spoke in mine.
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No. 1126328 ID: 39a511
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but theyre not like you. theyre not trying to help me. theyre,,, they came to balance it out.
if youre the good in me, then theyre the bad.
but they dont have to be. they dont have to be me.
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No. 1126329 ID: 39a511
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1126329

DO YOU HEAR ME?!
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No. 1126330 ID: 39a511
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YOURE. YYOURE NOT.
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No. 1126331 ID: 39a511
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YOURE NOT
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No. 1126332 ID: 39a511
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Maya:"YOURE NOT ME!!!!!!!!"
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No. 1126333 ID: 39a511
 

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No. 1126334 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "y,,yyyoure nnot mme"
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No. 1126335 ID: 39a511
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No. 1126336 ID: 941768

"I'm your manifestation of everything wrong you deny is you, Maya! I'm your tupla that you formed to cope with your loneliness, Maya! I'm yet another embarrassing metaphor for your depression, Maya! I'm a demon haunting you for your sinful wretched ways, Maya! I'm your mother, and all the scars she burned into you, Maya! I’m your excuse. I'm your evil dark side, Maya! I'm your subconscious trying to wake you from your coma, Maya! I'm the one who's pretty, Maya. I'm what you want to call trauma, Maya! I'm what you don't want to call trauma, Maya."
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No. 1126337 ID: 941768

"And yes, I am also all of your bad thoughts."
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No. 1126338 ID: 941768

"Every time you feel something that you shouldn't,"
"or do something that you wouldn't,"
"that's me!"
"I'm Not Maya."

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No. 1126339 ID: 941768
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Not Maya: "Does that sate You?"
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No. 1126341 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "GGHH!"
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No. 1126342 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "I-i dont- what do you WANT? i… w-why…"
f.ffuck. mmy hand. ttheres. theres glass
Not Maya: "You wanted me. You did what you do best, and begged. Only difference is, today you finally got it. I'm here for you."
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No. 1126343 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "hhere? here to do what??"
Not Maya: "You've been waiting, Maya. You've been wanting for someone. To give it to you. You've spent so long stagnating. You've spent so long weak. You've spent so long dead."
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Maya: “y.youre not real. youre not real. this… this is just all in my head.”
Not Maya: “Maya, I thought you of all people would know better than to think something is ‘fake’, all because it resides in someone’s head. You’re affected by me. You see me. You feel me.”
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Maya: "y,yyoure. very cclose to me."
Not Maya: "Mhm! Don't worry, I don't get anything out of this. This one's all for You!"
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Maya: "i, i dont know where you got that idea, i,,, i dont want this."
Not Maya: “You're so good at this, Maya! A real natural! I don’t think you need to act so coy about everything, though.”
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Maya: "w,whatre you talking about? y,youre- i,i ddont,,, i-"
Not Maya: "Goodness, Maya. You don't need to try so hard, I'm sure everyone believes you're very innocent and modest. It makes sense you're like this though, this is your first time having this many eyes on you, but so little’s happened, right? You're just acting up because you're feeling needy, right? You want to get on with it, right? You want to feel alive, right? C'mere!"
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No. 1126353 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "h-HEY! w-wait, i-?!”
Not Maya: "Nothing's wrong with wanting attention, but they'll get turned off if you're too desperate, Maya! I’m here for you, don’t worry!”
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No. 1126355 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "...w-what d-do you-"
Not Maya: "Now, everyone at home? I know you've been vying for some more audience interaction as of late, and I know you've been DYING to find out what type of story this is, sorely begging that it won’t continue being the sobfest it’s been so far! But, we know who’s to blame for that, don’t we? The thing is, it should be up to You to decide, not this bratty wet towel. I'm here to help with that! I'm sorry it's taken so long, but now we're here, all for You!”
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No. 1126356 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "w,wait, i-"
Not Maya: "If you keep struggling I'll spoil it, I'll tell them everything."
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No. 1126357 ID: 39a511
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1126357

Maya: "...p-plea-"
Not Maya: "Sorry to you new folk about Maya, you might actually be feeling uncomfortable! She just doesn't know when to stop the act, she's very dishonest about her feelings. I know you've both been waiting for an opportunity, for permission, for plausible deniability. Now you’re not the weird one! Be as honest as you'd like! And don't forget, Maya loves You!"
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No. 1126358 ID: 70f58a

We're not the ones giving consent here.
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No. 1126359 ID: 126c9f

Keep struggling
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No. 1126360 ID: 35d66b

Grab a marker, Maya. Lean forwards towards the mirror and use it to give yourself a silly mustache.
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No. 1126361 ID: fd169b

Why should Maya have to do anything for us?

In fact why don't you do something for us, Not Maya. How about you stop tugging at Maya's coat and do a little dance or something.

whatever we are, real or not, its a parasocial relationship and Maya doesn't need validation from us.
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No. 1126362 ID: 896bab

I will be honest. strange otherworldly being that I am. I love you, Maya. I love to watch you. I love your struggles and your joys.

I want you to feel good, Maya. I want you to squirm and fuck up, Maya. I want you to fall in love with those around you, Maya.
I want you to lose your mind, Maya. I want you to lose yourself in love and obedience to commands, Maya. I want you to touch and be touched. I want your mind to go empty. I want you to sink deep down into a fuzzy world where everyone loves you and makes you cum.

I want to brainwash you and hypnotize you into a needy pet who seduces everyone around you.

I want to fuck you up completely. We love you, Maya. We love your struggle. You should belong to us.
You NEED our orders. You don't have to think anymore.
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No. 1126363 ID: 973d59

what do you know about Maya that we don't, Not Maya? tell us all the juicy details
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No. 1126365 ID: c4f54e

Focus maya maybe you can control her? Influence her?

Because you do want her to stop, as we all do, right?

RIGHT?!?
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No. 1126366 ID: 4cf740

swiss cheese is probably still nearby, you should call for his help!!! Then you can finally touch his ears, cmon not-maya help me out here
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No. 1126367 ID: 4cf740

Not-Maya go into a big egg. Like hatch in reverse. I think it would be beautiful
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No. 1126370 ID: 896bab

Rest assured, maya. i ADORE you. this is my love for you.
all-encompassing, shining, overwhelming LOVE...!

to take you, mold you, make you perfect. ruin you. pretty, mindless, obedient little maya.
to keep you safe. to guide you to a perfect ending. everyone is maya's friend!~ everyone is maya's owner.
aahh, how intoxicating...!! so many paths to choose...
how can i possibly decide..?!

Maya. I can't wait to save you. I can't wait to BREAK you.

just remember... We love you.~
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No. 1126373 ID: f2320a

>>1126357
Bit confused on how clothes work but why are you pulling up a hoodie with a zipper when you can just open it? Or is there a button shirt under it?
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No. 1126375 ID: 35d66b

I'm leaving another suggestion because I don't want to get drowned out by weirdos.

Summon the will to fight against (not) Maya! Anything that is given a physical form can be punched in the face!
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No. 1126377 ID: ffccc9

What the fuck, fuck this. Get away from me
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No. 1126378 ID: a06e44

there can only be one and you are the more powerful one
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No. 1126394 ID: fc06cd

It's important to know that you're not weird for thinking the way you do Maya. Even if this mirror image of yourself is real, if it reflects your own thoughts in any way, it's not weird. You're you, you're Maya. You should be proud to have come this far.

If your fear stems from not wanting to reveal your true self, for fear of judgement, for fear of being 'weird'. Then maybe it's ok to let go of that fear. It's ok to have strange or idiotic thoughts, to have 'weird' fantasies.

If you're ok with this, and you need this right now, you can let this fantasy happen.
If you're not okay with this.., you need to take a deep breath...

and take back control.
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No. 1126396 ID: 847683

>>1126357
Maya.
Who is your odd new friend who can see or hear us?
Shes smiling and its weirding me out.
Also, she seems very familiar with you given how handsy shes getting.

Look. We may be a bunch of parasocial butterflies here, but... maya original is my favorite weird cat girl.
Thats -you-.

Hey.
Hang on
>>1126357
You.
Youve been here for a while, havent you?
I cant decide if you were the catjerk, the cyan voice or... nobody in particular?
What are you doing to our pal?
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No. 1126432 ID: c2fe4a

We all know she likes it. Do it.
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No. 1126457 ID: b4c241

>>1126300
Maya, you don't need to do this for us. You're not the problem, and I'll keep telling you that for as long as you need. You're a troubled girl, and I want to help you through this. You don't need to apologize for having problems, or beg for us, or do anything we say, or give us your body, or hide whatever it is you're afraid of us knowing. I'm here to help and I'm not going to abandon you.

And that goes double for all these fantasies you have. I promise there's nothing shameful about dreaming up erotic stories in your head, or talking about them with others who are interested, or acting them out with someone you trust. It doesn't mean you have to put up with anyone actually doing anything without your consent. Don't trust anyone who pretends that you're only acting distressed because you secretly want it. You're always allowed to tell people you're not comfortable.

>>1126357
Maya, you're in a very bad state right now, but we're here. Just ride it out, center your mind, and tell us something. What would help you feel better? Do you want to talk about your fantasies? Share your secrets so you don't have to hide them anymore? Wash the blood off of your hands? Talk to the cute boy? Just stay here and cool off? Whatever you want, we'll be here for you.
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No. 1126459 ID: 92f7e7

It's good to meet you, Not Maya. I hope we can get along just as well as we do with Maya.

I take it that you're not going away as suddenly as you got here. I'm sure we all appreciate your consideration and your desire to move things along and help cut to the chase, but the fact of the matter is that you can't do it on your own. You need Maya's cooperation for that. Maybe you can push her to do one thing or another, but that's not a long-term strategy.

It might be helpful in the short term, but only if you're willing to actually help. I'm sure you know how hurt Maya is and how much she needs some attention. Swiss Cheese can give us some simple first aid, but we need to get Maya to a hospital to make sure all the glass is out of her hand. She should probably get checked for head and neck injury while she's there. Jaden could probably use a check-up, too. If you really want to get on with everything we're going to need to get patched up right away, or we'll just fall apart pretty fast.

So give Maya a pat on the butt, tell her she's a good girl, and send her back out to get the cute mouse to look at her. Help keep her calm while he works with her. Then, make sure that Jaden takes her to the hospital.

And listen, once she's in the hospital, chances are you'll have a lot of quality time together. You get a lot of free time just sitting and thinking in the hospital, and you can be there to make sure she's thinking the right thoughts.
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No. 1126484 ID: 35d66b

Dear Not Maya,
I have an inquiry that I, among many fictional others, have been pondering extensively over the past minute and a half. Would you, given the means, kill the true Maya which has been projected onto the surface of the ego for how so ever many years? Though perhaps this is a silly question, as no doubt the avatar of negative thoughts and bad ideas would urge the destruction of the self, as precious as we hold it.
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No. 1126488 ID: fe12b4

Characterizing us as "the good voices" is itself kind of a miscast. We're better characterized as every impulse that ISN'T a malicious manifestation of your traumatized self-loathing, lol. That will unfortunately include libidinous impulse and confidence.
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No. 1126517 ID: 933dd9

Whatever this weird reflection monster is, it's just a part of your imagination, right? So if you just knock yourself out [b]immediately[b] on the edge of the sink then you might be able to prevent whatever this is from taking advantage of you, because I don't think we have any control over this fake Maya.
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No. 1126522 ID: b83cad

How insulting. The taste is less sweet when the sugar is forced into your mouth. Either she'll decide to change her ways on her own time and with her own will, or she won't. We'll help guide her, but forcing her? That's simply pathetic.

It's even in your name. You are NOT Maya. This body and will aren't yours to control. Begone, intrusive peony. Your presence not wanted or needed.
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No. 1126757 ID: 35d66b

Dear regular, non-evil Maya,

This is all probably pretty scary for you. It all feels so sudden, doesn't it? Like the reigns of your life have been yanked out of your hands, and all you can do is watch as someone else directs it. Well, I want you to know that this is something everyone has to deal with, at least a little bit.
No one likes to admit it, but everyone has thoughts they don't like, or they do things they aren't proud of sometimes. There are a lot of things I wish I had never done, and I don't always have the nicest thoughts, and all I can do is look at myself and say, "I won't make that mistake again."
Part of growing up, Maya, is learning how to learn from your mistakes. It's about understanding that you can change the way you think or act, if you give it enough time and effort.
But becoming who you want to be doesn't have to mean that you stop being who you are right now. Maya, I'd like it if you could write a list with all the things you like about yourself. I'd like to get to know you better.
Today has already been so much, and there's still a lot left to go, but I think you can do it. You're strong Maya, and don't let anybody tell you otherwise.

I'm rooting for you, kid.
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No. 1126773 ID: cf6357

Close your eyes. Shut your ears, hear nothing.
Breathe in, breathe out. Deeply.
It's not real, now, is it?
Well.. if its still there... bigger issues at hand, huh?
Yell for Jaden, maybe?

...In any case... you aren't evil, Maya. that you- is you- projecting what evil is. No one is evil this young. Atleast. We'd like to think so. You're no Innocence, but... you're far from the devil those around you might imply.
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