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1108603 No. 1108603 ID: 39a511

(discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/143911.html)

i. i only just noticed.

the bus was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.

the morning traffic of cars has passed.
realizing that,
everything suddenly feels colder.

why do i feel so afraid
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No. 1123793 ID: c8380b

Maya... You can process your psychotic break after the cinnamon bun dresses your wounds. Please refrain from stabbing or yelling at him.
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No. 1123794 ID: 75268b

He doesn’t know? Wait, how old is he?

Maybe just teach him that the only things he needs to know is to not touch someone in specific private spots or undress them, Can’t let this good boi fall into corruption.

As for your wounds, just bandage your injuries on your face, arms, legs, and tail.
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No. 1123799 ID: 7c2ce9

.....it's entirely possible you may potentially have gotten a bit ahead of yourself here.

i mean, just... look at him. he's clueless. i don't think he even knows what sex is. not a mean or selfish bone in his body.

i know you're used to people trying to hurt you. but this kid seems like the safest bet you've got right now.

he might be a clumsy kid, but someone's got to take care of your wounds. he seems to mean well. i think you can let him try.
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No. 1123800 ID: b4c241

>>1123744
I'm sorry, Maya, I wish I could have been there sooner... but right now it might still be a good idea to ask Swiss to go get Jaden and tend to some of your wounds while you wait. I know how scary it is to be alone with two strange men, but the chance of either one of them being abusive are rather low, and both of them together make for even better odds. The worst case scenario is the least likely, so you don't need to worry about it.

But you don't have to be ashamed if you end up worrying anyway.

>>1123775
Maya... did this happen to you before? It's fine if you don't want to answer me, but I can absolutely promise that you're not crazy. It takes a lot of bravery to confront that sort of thing when it seems like everyone around you wants to act like everything is fine and you're the problem for being upset. Like it wouldn't be true if you hadn't said it.

You're not the problem. You're not the problem. You're not the problem, no matter how much grief they give you or how many nonsense excuses you have to put up with. You're Maya, and you have every right to speak up when someone does something that awful.

But this guy hasn't done anything bad yet, so... maybe we should give him the benefit of the doubt. He just seemed confused right now, and I don't think you're in the mood to explain the concept of sexual assault.
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No. 1123801 ID: 847683

>>1123793
Yep.
Listen to this fragment of your mental break.
Theyre right.
This guy is a boyscout
I mean, a literal boyscout.
Even comes with a manual.

You need rest.
Someone to help with your numerous owies.
This is your chance.

Oh, and dont you forget, getting stuff wrong is far better than passivity.
Even leaping to the wrong conclusion means you were brave enough to leap in the first place, so hold on to that, kay?
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No. 1123807 ID: fc06cd

Just because he doesn't know the word, doesn't mean his intentions are entirely pure. I mean, mouth to mouth? On someone that's breathing just fine??

No sense of personal space either, and he hasn't even taken out a bandage yet. Maybe we're being paranoid but... It seems they might think you're cute and are using this situation to get really close to you, not in a sexual way per se, but still...

Also, i'm not sure it's a good idea to let him dress your wounds if he needs a manual for it.. Maybe just.. do it yourself.
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No. 1123815 ID: f2320a

>>1123807
....he got soft lips and hair..... could he be retarded(in the literal medical sense of having slowed or arrested mental development)? like he must be around the same age as us right or are we just.... compact for our age(short and stout like a little teapot? does he even know he has a penis? it looks like he has not had puberty at all or is he a girl?
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No. 1123831 ID: 819cf8

Well, not knowing what rape is don't mean one isn't capable of it.

I'm getting "clueless but well meaning" vibes from him?

But, that still leaves the possibility he'd do something like that, without knowing it's bad. Like say, if he (very sheltered & naive boyscout that his is) was abused by someone he trusted, but told it was "natural/good/normal/etc".

Alternately, maybe he is excited by you & your body, cause cause he's a boy with working hormones, but he's too sheltered to know what's going on & too gentle to do anything you successfully communicate you don't want him doing.

So, uhhh... summarize what sex & rape are to him? And that you're touchy about the subject. Like, you don't need to go into any level of detail that might be traumatic for you (or him), but also try to avoid flowery language that might be confusing to him (he seems like he might be neurodivergent? Or at least very sheltered). If he's actually well-meaning, that should head off any issues, and if he's not wellmeaning it's not like it'll make things worse.
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No. 1123842 ID: 22e0c2

So let's *take a deep big ol' breath* Maya, a boy scout took you to a quiet room to recoup and got excited because he finally got to practice a part of his boy scouts training, probably aiming for a patch so he can move up a level or whatever, that's all good and fine, but you're also allowed to tell him to back off so that you don't have outbursts like that. Just honestly let him know that you're not comfortable being touched so casually, and if he's going to bandage you, to promptly do so instead of monkeying around. I think you'll feel a lot less worse once your wounds have been disinfected and the like.
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No. 1123851 ID: 0c2899

I think you need medical attention from a real doctor and not a boy scout. Ask to be taken to the hospital.
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No. 1123863 ID: fd169b

I'm sorry Maya, but you're going to need to do something very difficult. You're going to have to be the adult in the room. This guy is clearly too sheltered.

Really though didn't anyone teach him not to touch people like that without asking? Should ask that mouse lady who's been failing this poor child.

But whatever, he's got a first aid kit. Might as well bandage yourself and apply antiseptic. And while you're doing that he can look in his book for how to tell if someone has a concussion because that's really what you need to be worried about right now. I'm pretty sure you can feel fine for a while before the brain trauma kicks in, so you should know if you need to go to a hospital.
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No. 1123870 ID: 45fea3

>>1123792
Apologize in japanese
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No. 1123880 ID: fe12b4

>>1123792
remember what the nice therapy lady on youtube said, this isn't your fault and emotional outbursts are to be expected. Be kind to yourself.
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No. 1123884 ID: d30887

Multiple personality disorder
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No. 1123889 ID: 4cf740

you obviously cant beat him and you need to reassert some control. ask him gently if you can touch his ears
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No. 1123891 ID: 4cf740

tell him you made it up, rape isnt a real word and you were hallucinating
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No. 1123895 ID: b117b5

Maya he looks like he's 12. We seriously have to find a way to filter out those weird thoughts of yours sometime. But. Yeah. It'll be okay. No way Swiss is gonna do anything to you. I'm sure of it.
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No. 1123910 ID: 66de4b

YES

GET ON WIT IT
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No. 1123926 ID: 360d4d

Okay that may have been a bit of an overreaction, but don't take that too much to heart. It seems like he's taking it okay and while he's kind of an idiot, I think he'll listen if you give him some boundaries. Ask him not to touch you unexpectedly or without permission and make it clear that he's made you uncomfortable.
You weren't wrong in wanting him to stop treating you that way. Just... the pen was perhaps a bit much.
Understandable, but... please don't... don't kill people. Maybe.

Fuck, it must be so hard, Maya.
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No. 1124017 ID: f2320a

>>1123831
so give him a sex-ED and everything basically will we have to explain the process of sex and reproduction and why someone would rape?
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No. 1124030 ID: 0d076b

Questden commentators: realize how alarmingly good you are at emulating the internal monologuing of an unstable teen grooming victim
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No. 1124038 ID: b4c241

>>1124030
Familiarity comes with experience.
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No. 1126297 ID: 39a511
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1126297

i dont. um . he he blocked my hand. so easily, too.
if he didnt stop me he'd have an additional airway right now. and he just doesnt give a shit.
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No. 1126298 ID: 39a511
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1126298

>>1123793
i dont... im. im sorry
>>1123794
>>1123799
i i dont knknow
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No. 1126299 ID: 39a511
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1126299

>>1123800
i. im sorry, no, you didnt do anything wrong, i,, i. i dont understand. im i i shouldnt
>>1123801
i i.i its. i. its
>>1123807
>>1123815
>>1123831
i . icant.w,wwhat
>>1123842
>>1123851
>>1123863
>>1123870 i.iimssorry i. icant imagine its been easy.
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No. 1126300 ID: 39a511
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1126300

>>1123880
>>1123884
>>1123889
>>1123891
>>1123895
>>1123910
i. i cant imagine its been easy. dealing with me. dealing with this. one thing happens and ive just. how long have i been feeling sick.
when i said that i meant today. but. eheh.
i always fantasized about this sort of thing. but
and i cant even be a good at that. theres a lot of good advice in the things youre saying probably and. and i just i just feel. i just feel and confused and theres so many things i COULD follow to make things better right now and i havent been good at doing that at all and im sorry im sorry i havent been following your orders good i promise ill do it okay i promise. i promise i will ill ddo all of these i just i need i
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No. 1126301 ID: 39a511
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1126301

>>1123926
i feel really
really
sick
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No. 1126302 ID: 39a511
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1126302

Swiss: "Maya?... Are you okay?"
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No. 1126303 ID: 39a511
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1126303

Maya: "w,where's the bathroom?"
Swiss: "U-um... down the hall and on the left."
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No. 1126304 ID: 39a511
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1126304

Maya: "t.tthank you."
Swiss: “W-wait, Maya…”
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No. 1126305 ID: 39a511
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1126305

//maya walks down
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No. 1126306 ID: 39a511
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1126306

//maya walks down
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No. 1126307 ID: 39a511
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1126307

//maya walks down
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No. 1126308 ID: 39a511
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1126308

//maya walks down
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No. 1126309 ID: 39a511
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1126309

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No. 1126310 ID: 39a511
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1126310

my throat constricts and dilates as my remains beg to expunge whatever poison is in me but i cant as my throat constricts and dilates begging to expunge whatever poison is in me
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No. 1126311 ID: 39a511
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1126311

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No. 1126312 ID: 39a511
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1126312

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No. 1126313 ID: 39a511
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1126313

im. im sorry. in a situation like this, i thought id be more certain of my emotions right now. well, what emotions should one feel during this scenario? embarrassed? frustrated? i feel confused.
i mean, after taking it all in. taking a breather. i think some of you guys wanted that. but it still feels foggy, all of it. i thought taking a step back would have it be different, but it hasnt. i just,,,
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No. 1126314 ID: 39a511
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1126314

when is it supposed to start?
has it started already?
is... is this it?
either ive been gifted a special unique power to hear wisdom and advice of varying quality from Multidimensional Beings, and i cant control it for shit cause im a moron, which is causing my psyche to grow more unstable due to all the noise,
OR im just finally going insane. but not even in the fun way where it stops hurting. im just going through psychosis and everything is worse.
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No. 1126315 ID: 39a511
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1126315

either way, i dont know if im even upset, i just dont understand. even BEFORE this voices in my head stuff, the story just doesnt make sense. why is it like this?
fuck, has the story even started?
be it Big G in the sky, or an underpaid writing team in hollywood, or whatever, someones in charge of this story. and for all the years ive been alive, its just been... its just BEEN this.
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No. 1126316 ID: 39a511
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1126316

and one day something FINALLY happens, and i.. i just feel the same?
different places, different scenarios, got launched out a front windshield, and. and im still just in front of the mirror again. theres no escape from this mundane hell. and everything feels as blurry as before. days pass in seconds and seconds pass in months, and even after it all, it doesnt feel like…
i mean, im elsewhere, yes, but, but its still just ME. and i thought

i thought id feel alive.
is THAT what the story is?
is that all?
is the story about a girl named maya just about a girl made to vaguely suffer?
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No. 1126317 ID: 39a511
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1126317

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No. 1126318 ID: 39a511
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1126318

is that all im good for?
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No. 1126319 ID: 39a511
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1126319

.youre not me
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No. 1126321 ID: 39a511
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1126321

i said earlier today that i was done being tired. how many hours has it been? has it even been an hour?
i wasnt lying when i said that.
i just hadnt realized what made living so hard.
if you're all able to be here, then it makes sense that others could be too, right?
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No. 1126322 ID: 39a511
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1126322

i. i cant believe i hadnt REALIZED IT until now
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No. 1126323 ID: 39a511
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1126323

the. tthe ffucking. the bitterness. the idiocy. the,, the wrong thoughts. the bad ones.
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No. 1126324 ID: 39a511
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1126324

theres something else in there too, isnt there?
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No. 1126325 ID: 39a511
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1126325

as your words break your way in and trespass the corridors of my mind, theres ANOTHER there too, isnt there?
it makes sense. its been hard for me to differentiate your voices from my own, i wouldnt be surprised if it was hard for you to notice them, either.
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No. 1126326 ID: 941768

maybe they spoke in your voice.
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No. 1126327 ID: 39a511

maybe they spoke in mine.
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No. 1126328 ID: 39a511
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1126328

but theyre not like you. theyre not trying to help me. theyre,,, they came to balance it out.
if youre the good in me, then theyre the bad.
but they dont have to be. they dont have to be me.
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No. 1126329 ID: 39a511
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1126329

DO YOU HEAR ME?!
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No. 1126330 ID: 39a511
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1126330

YOURE. YYOURE NOT.
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No. 1126331 ID: 39a511
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1126331

YOURE NOT
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No. 1126332 ID: 39a511
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1126332

Maya:"YOURE NOT ME!!!!!!!!"
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No. 1126333 ID: 39a511
 

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No. 1126334 ID: 39a511
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1126334

Maya: "y,,yyyoure nnot mme"
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No. 1126335 ID: 39a511
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1126335

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No. 1126336 ID: 941768

"I'm your manifestation of everything wrong you deny is you, Maya! I'm your tupla that you formed to cope with your loneliness, Maya! I'm yet another embarrassing metaphor for your depression, Maya! I'm a demon haunting you for your sinful wretched ways, Maya! I'm your mother, and all the scars she burned into you, Maya! I’m your excuse. I'm your evil dark side, Maya! I'm your subconscious trying to wake you from your coma, Maya! I'm the one who's pretty, Maya. I'm what you want to call trauma, Maya! I'm what you don't want to call trauma, Maya."
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No. 1126337 ID: 941768

"And yes, I am also all of your bad thoughts."
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No. 1126338 ID: 941768

"Every time you feel something that you shouldn't,"
"or do something that you wouldn't,"
"that's me!"
"I'm Not Maya."

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No. 1126339 ID: 941768
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1126339

Not Maya: "Does that sate You?"
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No. 1126341 ID: 39a511
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1126341

Maya: "GGHH!"
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No. 1126342 ID: 39a511
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1126342

Maya: "I-i dont- what do you WANT? i… w-why…"
f.ffuck. mmy hand. ttheres. theres glass
Not Maya: "You wanted me. You did what you do best, and begged. Only difference is, today you finally got it. I'm here for you."
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No. 1126343 ID: 39a511
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1126343

Maya: "hhere? here to do what??"
Not Maya: "You've been waiting, Maya. You've been wanting for someone. To give it to you. You've spent so long stagnating. You've spent so long weak. You've spent so long dead."
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No. 1126344 ID: 39a511
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1126344

Maya: “y.youre not real. youre not real. this… this is just all in my head.”
Not Maya: “Maya, I thought you of all people would know better than to think something is ‘fake’, all because it resides in someone’s head. You’re affected by me. You see me. You feel me.”
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No. 1126350 ID: 39a511
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1126350

Maya: "y,yyoure. very cclose to me."
Not Maya: "Mhm! Don't worry, I don't get anything out of this. This one's all for You!"
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No. 1126351 ID: 39a511
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1126351

Maya: "i, i dont know where you got that idea, i,,, i dont want this."
Not Maya: “You're so good at this, Maya! A real natural! I don’t think you need to act so coy about everything, though.”
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No. 1126352 ID: 39a511
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1126352

Maya: "w,whatre you talking about? y,youre- i,i ddont,,, i-"
Not Maya: "Goodness, Maya. You don't need to try so hard, I'm sure everyone believes you're very innocent and modest. It makes sense you're like this though, this is your first time having this many eyes on you, but so little’s happened, right? You're just acting up because you're feeling needy, right? You want to get on with it, right? You want to feel alive, right? C'mere!"
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No. 1126353 ID: 39a511
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1126353

Maya: "h-HEY! w-wait, i-?!”
Not Maya: "Nothing's wrong with wanting attention, but they'll get turned off if you're too desperate, Maya! I’m here for you, don’t worry!”
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No. 1126355 ID: 39a511
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1126355

Maya: "...w-what d-do you-"
Not Maya: "Now, everyone at home? I know you've been vying for some more audience interaction as of late, and I know you've been DYING to find out what type of story this is, sorely begging that it won’t continue being the sobfest it’s been so far! But, we know who’s to blame for that, don’t we? The thing is, it should be up to You to decide, not this bratty wet towel. I'm here to help with that! I'm sorry it's taken so long, but now we're here, all for You!”
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No. 1126356 ID: 39a511
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1126356

Maya: "w,wait, i-"
Not Maya: "If you keep struggling I'll spoil it, I'll tell them everything."
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No. 1126357 ID: 39a511
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1126357

Maya: "...p-plea-"
Not Maya: "Sorry to you new folk about Maya, you might actually be feeling uncomfortable! She just doesn't know when to stop the act, she's very dishonest about her feelings. I know you've both been waiting for an opportunity, for permission, for plausible deniability. Now you’re not the weird one! Be as honest as you'd like! And don't forget, Maya loves You!"
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No. 1126358 ID: 70f58a

We're not the ones giving consent here.
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No. 1126359 ID: 126c9f

Keep struggling
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No. 1126360 ID: 35d66b

Grab a marker, Maya. Lean forwards towards the mirror and use it to give yourself a silly mustache.
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No. 1126361 ID: fd169b

Why should Maya have to do anything for us?

In fact why don't you do something for us, Not Maya. How about you stop tugging at Maya's coat and do a little dance or something.

whatever we are, real or not, its a parasocial relationship and Maya doesn't need validation from us.
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No. 1126362 ID: 896bab

I will be honest. strange otherworldly being that I am. I love you, Maya. I love to watch you. I love your struggles and your joys.

I want you to feel good, Maya. I want you to squirm and fuck up, Maya. I want you to fall in love with those around you, Maya.
I want you to lose your mind, Maya. I want you to lose yourself in love and obedience to commands, Maya. I want you to touch and be touched. I want your mind to go empty. I want you to sink deep down into a fuzzy world where everyone loves you and makes you cum.

I want to brainwash you and hypnotize you into a needy pet who seduces everyone around you.

I want to fuck you up completely. We love you, Maya. We love your struggle. You should belong to us.
You NEED our orders. You don't have to think anymore.
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No. 1126363 ID: 973d59

what do you know about Maya that we don't, Not Maya? tell us all the juicy details
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No. 1126365 ID: c4f54e

Focus maya maybe you can control her? Influence her?

Because you do want her to stop, as we all do, right?

RIGHT?!?
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No. 1126366 ID: 4cf740

swiss cheese is probably still nearby, you should call for his help!!! Then you can finally touch his ears, cmon not-maya help me out here
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No. 1126367 ID: 4cf740

Not-Maya go into a big egg. Like hatch in reverse. I think it would be beautiful
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No. 1126370 ID: 896bab

Rest assured, maya. i ADORE you. this is my love for you.
all-encompassing, shining, overwhelming LOVE...!

to take you, mold you, make you perfect. ruin you. pretty, mindless, obedient little maya.
to keep you safe. to guide you to a perfect ending. everyone is maya's friend!~ everyone is maya's owner.
aahh, how intoxicating...!! so many paths to choose...
how can i possibly decide..?!

Maya. I can't wait to save you. I can't wait to BREAK you.

just remember... We love you.~
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No. 1126373 ID: f2320a

>>1126357
Bit confused on how clothes work but why are you pulling up a hoodie with a zipper when you can just open it? Or is there a button shirt under it?
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No. 1126375 ID: 35d66b

I'm leaving another suggestion because I don't want to get drowned out by weirdos.

Summon the will to fight against (not) Maya! Anything that is given a physical form can be punched in the face!
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No. 1126377 ID: ffccc9

What the fuck, fuck this. Get away from me
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No. 1126378 ID: a06e44

there can only be one and you are the more powerful one
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No. 1126394 ID: fc06cd

It's important to know that you're not weird for thinking the way you do Maya. Even if this mirror image of yourself is real, if it reflects your own thoughts in any way, it's not weird. You're you, you're Maya. You should be proud to have come this far.

If your fear stems from not wanting to reveal your true self, for fear of judgement, for fear of being 'weird'. Then maybe it's ok to let go of that fear. It's ok to have strange or idiotic thoughts, to have 'weird' fantasies.

If you're ok with this, and you need this right now, you can let this fantasy happen.
If you're not okay with this.., you need to take a deep breath...

and take back control.
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No. 1126396 ID: 847683

>>1126357
Maya.
Who is your odd new friend who can see or hear us?
Shes smiling and its weirding me out.
Also, she seems very familiar with you given how handsy shes getting.

Look. We may be a bunch of parasocial butterflies here, but... maya original is my favorite weird cat girl.
Thats -you-.

Hey.
Hang on
>>1126357
You.
Youve been here for a while, havent you?
I cant decide if you were the catjerk, the cyan voice or... nobody in particular?
What are you doing to our pal?
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No. 1126432 ID: c2fe4a

We all know she likes it. Do it.
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No. 1126457 ID: b4c241

>>1126300
Maya, you don't need to do this for us. You're not the problem, and I'll keep telling you that for as long as you need. You're a troubled girl, and I want to help you through this. You don't need to apologize for having problems, or beg for us, or do anything we say, or give us your body, or hide whatever it is you're afraid of us knowing. I'm here to help and I'm not going to abandon you.

And that goes double for all these fantasies you have. I promise there's nothing shameful about dreaming up erotic stories in your head, or talking about them with others who are interested, or acting them out with someone you trust. It doesn't mean you have to put up with anyone actually doing anything without your consent. Don't trust anyone who pretends that you're only acting distressed because you secretly want it. You're always allowed to tell people you're not comfortable.

>>1126357
Maya, you're in a very bad state right now, but we're here. Just ride it out, center your mind, and tell us something. What would help you feel better? Do you want to talk about your fantasies? Share your secrets so you don't have to hide them anymore? Wash the blood off of your hands? Talk to the cute boy? Just stay here and cool off? Whatever you want, we'll be here for you.
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No. 1126459 ID: 92f7e7

It's good to meet you, Not Maya. I hope we can get along just as well as we do with Maya.

I take it that you're not going away as suddenly as you got here. I'm sure we all appreciate your consideration and your desire to move things along and help cut to the chase, but the fact of the matter is that you can't do it on your own. You need Maya's cooperation for that. Maybe you can push her to do one thing or another, but that's not a long-term strategy.

It might be helpful in the short term, but only if you're willing to actually help. I'm sure you know how hurt Maya is and how much she needs some attention. Swiss Cheese can give us some simple first aid, but we need to get Maya to a hospital to make sure all the glass is out of her hand. She should probably get checked for head and neck injury while she's there. Jaden could probably use a check-up, too. If you really want to get on with everything we're going to need to get patched up right away, or we'll just fall apart pretty fast.

So give Maya a pat on the butt, tell her she's a good girl, and send her back out to get the cute mouse to look at her. Help keep her calm while he works with her. Then, make sure that Jaden takes her to the hospital.

And listen, once she's in the hospital, chances are you'll have a lot of quality time together. You get a lot of free time just sitting and thinking in the hospital, and you can be there to make sure she's thinking the right thoughts.
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No. 1126484 ID: 35d66b

Dear Not Maya,
I have an inquiry that I, among many fictional others, have been pondering extensively over the past minute and a half. Would you, given the means, kill the true Maya which has been projected onto the surface of the ego for how so ever many years? Though perhaps this is a silly question, as no doubt the avatar of negative thoughts and bad ideas would urge the destruction of the self, as precious as we hold it.
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No. 1126488 ID: fe12b4

Characterizing us as "the good voices" is itself kind of a miscast. We're better characterized as every impulse that ISN'T a malicious manifestation of your traumatized self-loathing, lol. That will unfortunately include libidinous impulse and confidence.
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No. 1126517 ID: 933dd9

Whatever this weird reflection monster is, it's just a part of your imagination, right? So if you just knock yourself out [b]immediately[b] on the edge of the sink then you might be able to prevent whatever this is from taking advantage of you, because I don't think we have any control over this fake Maya.
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No. 1126522 ID: b83cad

How insulting. The taste is less sweet when the sugar is forced into your mouth. Either she'll decide to change her ways on her own time and with her own will, or she won't. We'll help guide her, but forcing her? That's simply pathetic.

It's even in your name. You are NOT Maya. This body and will aren't yours to control. Begone, intrusive peony. Your presence not wanted or needed.
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No. 1126757 ID: 35d66b

Dear regular, non-evil Maya,

This is all probably pretty scary for you. It all feels so sudden, doesn't it? Like the reigns of your life have been yanked out of your hands, and all you can do is watch as someone else directs it. Well, I want you to know that this is something everyone has to deal with, at least a little bit.
No one likes to admit it, but everyone has thoughts they don't like, or they do things they aren't proud of sometimes. There are a lot of things I wish I had never done, and I don't always have the nicest thoughts, and all I can do is look at myself and say, "I won't make that mistake again."
Part of growing up, Maya, is learning how to learn from your mistakes. It's about understanding that you can change the way you think or act, if you give it enough time and effort.
But becoming who you want to be doesn't have to mean that you stop being who you are right now. Maya, I'd like it if you could write a list with all the things you like about yourself. I'd like to get to know you better.
Today has already been so much, and there's still a lot left to go, but I think you can do it. You're strong Maya, and don't let anybody tell you otherwise.

I'm rooting for you, kid.
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No. 1126773 ID: cf6357

Close your eyes. Shut your ears, hear nothing.
Breathe in, breathe out. Deeply.
It's not real, now, is it?
Well.. if its still there... bigger issues at hand, huh?
Yell for Jaden, maybe?

...In any case... you aren't evil, Maya. that you- is you- projecting what evil is. No one is evil this young. Atleast. We'd like to think so. You're no Innocence, but... you're far from the devil those around you might imply.
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