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>Oh, and do explain that you were taught to hide your heritage and from it. Add that your first significant experience with its details (not counting being told to always stay away from the river) was being called along with all the other children in town to drown, somehow not drowning, and then... things you don't really want to think of, let alone talk about. It's pretty obvious that Skyia has at best an uncertain grasp of the fact that your killing of the Piper was self-defense against your would-be murderer after he had already murdered all your friends.
Skyia and George are busy getting dinner ready and it seems that Sami and Amy have purposely been given some private time to chat. Still, Skyia sticks her head in from time to time to listen or add to the conversation and Sami is aware that George is also listening carefully, even as he wrestles with something in the kitchen.
Sami: I think I should explain a little about myself. I don't want you thinking what I did was my normal self, ma'm.
Skyia smiles in a motherly way.
Skyia: You were a child, dear. Now that I know a little about children I have no pity for the Piper at all. Still, I wouldn't mind hearing how the lone survivor turned out.
Sami lowers her head.
Sami: Not very well, ma'm. I got into drink, dreamtime, and I made myself available to boys and even outsider men.
Amy: Why? You're stronger than all of them.
Sami: Anything to forget what happened. And nothing worked. I barely feel the hardest alcohol and I need clopper-strength dreamtime to really relax. Nothing works. I don't even get sick from any of it.
A thought seems to strike Skyia.
Skyia: Resistances like that don't sound like they're from your fae blood, or at least not from it alone.
Sami: Well, I have this.
Sami pulls a leather pouch out from underneath her shirt and shows them her token of Death, the gold coin. Skyia eyes go like saucers and she slides back quickly before looking into Sami's eyes -- sad and tired -- before relaxing a little.
Skyia: Token of Death. Sami... you're marked. How long have you had that?
Sami: Since I was eight.
Skyia nods grimly.
Skyia: Tokens of Death do strange things, and yours seems to have made you resist compromising your mind or body. Someone has a plan for you.
Her voice becomes very soft.
Skyia: You've... not come for me, have you?
Sami: What? No... NO! No, I'm NOT a monster! I don't want to hurt anyone!
Sami's panicked outburst actually calms Skyia down and she puts a gentle hand on Sami's shoulder in an effort to spread the tranquility.
Skyia: No, you're not a monster. Take it from an expert. Most mortals that carry a Death Token are usually a serious threat, but I didn't think it'd be an issue for me now that my life is bound to George. Mortal life isn't as fragile or threatening as I thought. Keep that a secret, mind.
Skyia goes back to the kitchen, but she tells Sami to continue.
Sami continues on about her childhood -- how as the lone survivor everyone paid attention to her, and it eventually got too much and her family moved like many others. She talks about how since a small child she was warned to never go near rivers, streams, swamps or oceans because it was poison to her faerie blood.
She explains how drowning triggered an uncontrollable transformation. She went from being terrified, helpless in the river's grip, swirling around with the other drowning or drowned children, to having incredible power. It was like she could fly, and as she flew she saw her friends carried down stream behind her. She saw her best friend in the whole world, Rosemary, eyes wide open and jaw slack. At that moment, it was like she was just a passenger in her body, like she was dreaming of being someone else, someone angry, raw and about to do something horrible. She flew upstream and saw her would-be killer. She remembers how he tried to defend himself but she was so fast and before she knew it, he was trying to push her off him. She remembers that has he tried to push her head away she simply bit down through his fingers and swallowed their flesh and bone. She remembers biting down upon the stump, tearing away at him and laughing madly at his fear. She felt intense pleasure at being able to punish this horrid man who drowned her friends and her BEST FRIEND in the whole world so casually. He struggled in vain and she saw the terror in his eyes when he realized that he, the immortal faerie piper, was about to die.
Sami takes a deep breath and looks around the table as everyone has stopped to listen. Amy's face is one of shock and pity. George's expression is grim. Skyia however looks bemused.
George: I heard of him and what he did. Don't waste a moment's pity, Sami.
Skyia smirks: Oh Sami, I wouldn't worry about that. You sound a lot like me when I was much younger. Unseelie blood doesn't take kindly to an insult like that. You're several generations in, so your nature isn't obvious. I bet that Token hid it even more.
Sami: ... but I LIKED it, ma'm. I... I enjoyed it. I knew it was wrong, and I knew it was sin. I was a monster, I have a monster inside me just waiting to do that again. I've been doing my best to stop it but...
Sami lowers her head in shame.
Sami: ... I want to feel that again.
Amy: You need to go down to the river and let is happen. Gently, this time.
Sami: NO!
Amy: It'll be OK Sami, I'll be with you.
Sami leans back, her hands bound into tight little fists.
Sami: NO! Amy you don't understand, I'll kill you! I can't go back, I'll turn into a monster!
Amy places her hand gently on Sami's shoulder while still holding her other hand. Sami can't pull away from her.
Amy: It will be OK Sami. I think you need to stop believing that there's a monster instead you. You need to accept that part of yourself for what it is. It will be OK.
Sami doesn't know what to say or do.
George speaks up.
George: Your folks did what was right by them, and maybe if nobody murdered your town that way it would have still been right. What are they doing now?
Sami looks down again.
Sami: Oh... probably worrying about me. They're always waiting for me to come home, to see how I'm doing, but I think they've given up trying to 'fix' me. They just tell me that as soon as I'm ready to go home, they'll welcome me back. I don't deserve them. I haven't done anything worthy or meaningful to deserve to be the one to live.
George: But you're trying to now. You're just barely a woman Sami and you are trying to make things right. You must understand -- making things right is HARD, it takes a lot of sacrifice, and it takes time. Just because things don't seem to be going your way doesn't mean that won't change.
Amy: I think it's time we go down to the river, Sami.
Sami tries to pull away but Amy won't let her.
Skyia: If you feel any better, I could go with the two of you. We could go after dinner. Or we could all go together.
Sami doesn't know what to do.
If you have your own plan please speak up, but in a nutshell the immediate options are:
1. Sami would like to just NOT go to the river. Perhaps she can convince them it's a bad idea.
2. Amy would like to go to the river before dinner. She's confident they'll be fine, Sami's sure she'll kill her if they're alone together... or be repulsed by her transformation.
3. Sami could wait until after dinner and go with the whole household.
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